I TRY to have fun. I TRY to live my life, but if I'm not depressed, everyone hates me. I can't do anything without someone hating on me for it. This is getting ridiculous. I will go out of my way to defend people being made fun of, or help someone in anyway that I can. I'm poor and still will give the homeless what I have if they ask. The only time I am EVER mean to somehow, or disagree with any opinions of theirs is when they are trying to hit on me in a very inappropriate way or hurting someone else.
People say they're just jealous, but why the hell would anyone be jealous of me? I have been through so much shit and honestly don't know how I'm still here on this Earth, but nobody sees that. Nobody cares. All they want to do is creep and find one little thing to expand on and make me feel/sound like a horrible person. If only they knew.. seriously. I am the most stable right now that I have been in my life and that says a lot. Not only do I semi-enjoy my life, but I'm in college doing something with my life. I have a few good friends, which are hard to find because everyone hates me for something. Everyone says, "Maybe you should look at yourself and see what you're doing wrong... and see why people hate you." Well, you don't think i think about that EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE?! I just don't understand how random people I don't know hate me when I never do shit to anyone. I wouldn't even defend myself until recently when everyone really started getting under my skin. Why do people WANT me to hate myself? I would never wish that on anyone because I know what it is like. Thanks to everyone that helps..
I am a person.. with feelings.. like everyone. What is the point of bashing me just to make me feel bad? I don't believe in bad people usually and actually wrote a ten page paper explaining why, but my mind is being changed more and more each day.
I have wanted to give up so many times.
Get to know me before you hate me.
Have you seen Katt William's stand up comedy?...Be glad you got haters..it means you're doing something right! I've felt like you do before, but I've realized it's not worth it. Life's too short to worry about what other people think or say. If you're doing you're best and not wronging anyone..no worries!
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